3 years later and even more in love.

 It's been 3 years.

Three perfect years with my Michael.

Looking back it kind of seems like it's been forever.

Like we've always been together.

I think that is because our life feels complete with each other.

Now that we've reunited.

I love thinking about what we were in heaven together.

I'm sure we were just as cute together as we are now and just so excited to experience our earthly life together.

Even though we knew it would be hard, and that there would be lots of pain and trials.

Yet at the same time so much joy and love.

I couldn't have picked a better partner to share forever with.

I love this boy SO MUCH MORE than I did 3 years ago.

It's funny how on our wedding day I was sure that there was no way I could possibly love him any more than I already did.

But I do and my love continues to grow every single day.

We've been through a lot the past three years.

A lot of hard things.

But going through them has only made us closer, stronger and even more in love.

Back in the day when we wrote love notes/emails to each other every day Michael said this at the end of one them,

"I'll be your constant Bella, your one sure thing in life. I'll honor and cherish you and respect you.  When the morning sun rays dance on your olive skin and wake you every morning, when the evening stars sing love to your ears, when our children are screaming for dinner and you don't feel as if you can stand on your two feet even one minute longer, you won't have to wonder where I am, or what I am thinking or doing.  My devotion is yours forever, and you can fall asleep every night knowing that, just as I always have from the foundations of time, will be right by your side with my hand in yours."

I love this and it's been our motto ever since.

Side by side hand in hand forever.

I love you so much Michael.

I'm so grateful for everything you've done for me, everything you are to me.

And I'm so excited for forever.

It will be perfect with you.